I can’t give up now. Not now, when I can still see myself wearing a doctor’s gown and a stethoscope hanging around my neck ready to treat the sick children. Not when I will , someday,publish my own works, too. Hay nako, life. Y so hard. #life #dreams #hope #qoute

I can’t give up now. Not now, when I can still see myself wearing a doctor’s gown and a stethoscope hanging around my neck ready to treat the sick children. Not when I will , someday,publish my own works, too. Hay nako, life. Y so hard. #life #dreams #hope #qoute


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"Maybe it’s my fault that I don’t have any friends I trust 100%. Maybe I’m just expecting too much, but I can’t help it. Because when I’m your friend you won’t need anyone else. I don’t care what you did in the past or what you do in the future, I won’t judge you. I’ll try to make you feel comfortable, understood and happy. I will listen to your stories, problems, fears. I will defend you, stay by your side, be there when you need me. If you want to go out I’ll do my best to not say I can’t. I swear, you can lean on me. But why can’t I lean on anyone? Why is it so difficult to find someone who is like me? I don’t need a perfect friend, I just want someone I can trust blindly. But maybe It’s my fault and I’m not expecting too much.. I’m just suffocating."  - me. (via my-365days)


posted 2 months ago / ♥ 324 notes

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I crave a love so deep the ocean would be jealous.


posted 2 months ago / ♥ 2 notes

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There will always be those ‘friends’ who never quite acknowledge us in return, who will never be there to listen to our problems, who will never drive out in the middle of the night to pick us up when we’re in trouble — no matter how much we do these things for them.


posted 2 months ago / ♥ 16 notes

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jocelynstarkid72:

theonlymatty:

I dreamed a dream in time gone by, when grades were high and fucks worth giving. I dreamed no test would make me cry, I dreamed that curves would be forgiving. Then I was young and unprepared, and A’s were made and used and wasted. There were no extensions to be begged, no nights unslept, no effort wasted. But the finals come at last, with their laughter soft as thunder, as they tear your grades apart, as they turn your dream to shame.

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lolfunnylife


Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my mind.

These past few days have been so exhausting, sometimes I’d even find myself sleeping the whole night,books on both hands. Some nights, I let myself drift apart and I wonder why things went wrong? What went wrong?

You see, I’m still a little girl (not that I am using that as excuse for my stupidity) and sometimes I do things because of reasons, I, myself, couldn’t even understand. How I wished I had realized it sooner.



If. Should. Would. Such big words, aren’t they? But don’t they belong to the past? Now’s the time to figure things out; fee or flight? give up or keep going?



COME ON, YOUNG LADY, IT’S YOUR TIME TO SHINE.


posted 3 months ago /

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I wish I had an extremely attractive guy friend that every single girl liked and he secretly had a crush on me and I secretly had a crush on him and then we get in argument and he kisses me and then we get married and have children



omg yes plslifehuhuuguysboyfriend


  • She : She's so ugly, how does she have a boyfriend?
  • Me : Maybe she has an amazing personality and her boyfriend isn't a judgemental cunt like you.




My relationship with my followers 

  • Me: ask me anything guys, nothing is off limits.
  • Followers: 
  • Me: 
  • Followers: 
  • Me: okay, I'll just reblog some pictures.


MELIFETUMBLR


Almost, but not quite 

I liked you right away and I made sure not to show it. I noticed myself falling back into a few favorite habits. Don’t tell him. Stay quiet. Hope he notices. Maybe it will work this time. But it didn’t. And so I said something.

Not to you though. I told one friend and then a couple more. We giggled, I “friended” you, and then I let it go. Because we lived in different cities and because it seemed silly and because what was the point. And so I wrote you off.

Except by then it was too late. I had already cleared a little space for you. And when I saw you again, it reminded me of what I already knew. I drove away and I felt satisfied. It felt like enough. Now let it go.

But I didn’t. I held onto your sentences. They were stuck to me and I liked the way that felt.



Time passed and you surprised me. You showed up unexpectedly and it was face to face and it was so nice and I didn’t say no. You left quickly though. And after that I didn’t hear from you again. So I let you go one more time. But something had already begun. And I guess I I didn’t let you go at all. I did the opposite. I waited for you instead.

I looked forward to listening. I liked breaking up bits of my thoughts and handing them over. It felt so good to give them away. I hadn’t done that in a while.

I held onto the back and forth. I wanted to because I liked the idea of you and the words we typed and the way we kept it up. I didn’t know all of you but I let trust happen anyways. But it wasn’t real.


And then when what it really was revealed itself, I couldn’t take it. It was something removed, something lacking so much of the mandatory. We both knew this. We had toyed with the idea for so long it seemed. We tossed it around until it cooled off. It couldn’t sustain itself. And then it didn’t feel so good anymore. You were there and I was here. We thought there was too much space and then when the space grew, that was that. And so you powered down and shut me off. I wasn’t ready for it. I had grown into what we made but soon I retrained myself. And then I let you go, I thought. I expected nothing and nothing was what came.


posted 5 months ago / ♥ 1 notes